Some days are Rougher than others

I can't deal with this not knowing what's going on... I've been doing well for about a week... actually it's been a wonderful, fun-filled, amazing, low-stress week... but it's starting to build up again. I mean, I don't have a job, I still have bills, and I can only go stay with friends for so long before they start asking why I don't stay long term. Okay, here's the scenario: I had a major crisis in my life, so I quit my job, moved 1000 miles away back to my parents house, somewhere I swore I'd never live again, and cried more than any 25 year old should. I was an emotional volcano. But healing has taken place and I've been running around seeing friends (actually only 3..haha, isn't that pathetic that I've only seen three in almost 4 weeks - that's why I need to get out of here) and begun to remember what I've loved in my life. I am now getting back at the "what the hell am I going to do with my life" stage. I swear I've applied for more than 30 jobs and I've heard nothing back. I have no answers and no job offers. I am going back to my parents house tomorrow and I'll be there for a good, solid week. I don't know how it'll go. I know they want me to get on with my life too but they really can't do anything for me either. Right now I'm just having a slight melt down. Maybe I need to pray and sleep on things... I know everything will work out. It always does, and in retrospect it's never as bad as it seems. But gosh darn it, I need a job and a place to stay and friends.... and in addition to all of those things... I want HUGS. Lots of them, too!