The first time is always a little scary along with that intense rush! So here I go! This is hopefully going to be my working journal from now on... I'm sitting here drinking wine... and if you know me, that's quite atypical. But hell, why not? I've felt like I should throw up for the past 3 weeks. I don't want to do anything. I have no idea what's going on in my life. It's such a mess... but honestly I don't have any reason to complain. I've got true friends who love me and care about me, a family who will support me always, and good food and a roof over my head... heck, if I didn't have bills to pay, I'd just float from house to house. It makes me feel really wanted and loved. I just need a purpose in life and right now I feel like I have NONE! I need someone to really help me! I need someone to kick me in the ASS and set me straight... but all the ass kickin I've gotten so far in the past month has done is make me fall on my face! And those bruises sure do hurt and last a long time! Along with the bruises on my heart and on my hand... where do ppl get off?
Bwahaha! Go on with yo' bad self and pee where ever the hell you feel like it!
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